Well today was the day. I woke up at 6:30 just to watch you get ready for your plane ride to South Carolina. I can’t believe you’re gone. You’re going to be gone for almost 5-6 months and I dont know how I’m going to survive without you. I dont know how I’m going to go without your touch. Without your kiss. Without your scent. Without your beautiful face to wake up to in the middle of the night when I look at my phone and see you sleeping on FaceTime. I know these next couple of months are going to be hell but I know we’re going to make it sweetheart. I know that we are. I’m so damn in love with you and I’m never going to hurt that precious little heart of yours again. You have my heart and soul and baby, I don’t ever want it back. My darling angel, when you come back home from basic training, I will have everything settled for you. For us. A home. I will always love and protect you. I swear to you. This is forever baby, I’m never giving this up.